Okay....well I cannot copy the email here b/c I deleted it but pretty much it said that I am a Non-Christian, a shitty mom because I subject my daughter to sex and that I promote adultry and by selling sex toys I promote diseases and infections to single women.
So, none of it bothered me until it spoke of me being a bad mom and a Non Christian! I love God with all my heart and the best day of my life was when I felt the power of God in me. I can remember the day like it was today! I was in a dark place and was loaded with worry! I begged for God to give me strength and I felt him at that very moment pull me out of the trenches and into his arms. It was a magical moment and no one can tell me that it wasn't him! From that day forward, my life was no longer full of darkness. I have also felt Satan! He has tried to enter my life and my love for God is stronger then he will ever be. I may not attend church and I may sin more then I should, but God always forgives me and I can feel it. He knows that I love him!!
And my daughter is the most loved kid on earth. I am actually very over-protective of her. It took me months to allow her to go to the park with all her friends alone. Before I go to bed I have to check on her numerous times to make sure she's still breathing or that she didn't throw up and is choking to death (This happened to a child of someone I know!). My daughter was reading before she was 4yrs old and is very smart. This is due to the fact that she has parents that work with her and teach her new things. We take her on vacations and she really doesn't hurt for much because I love spoiling her. She is a awesome little girl with great manners (to everyone but her mom!) and everyone loves her! Everyone! And yes, unfortunately my child knows about sex. She learned all about sex in 3rd grade on the playground. Luckily, we have a good relationship with our daughter and she told us she knew. After I cried in the bathroom for 15min I got the balls to talk with her about pregnancies and V.D.'s. And then my wonderful hubby came home and spent over an hour outside talking about it more and told her how proud we were of her to come to us with questions. She did not learn about sex from us, she learned it from a kid much older then her. But I really think that Diva is more educated then the young women who told her about it!
And I would never promote adultry. I am a very happy married women and I don't need another man in my life to make me complete. I do believe that affairs happen b/c needs are not being met and it is not one persons fault. So, me and hubby make sure we fulfill the most important needs of eachother. I have one sex partner, and that is my hubby. I have had one sex partner for over 10yrs now and plan on being with him forever! End of story!
And I truly believe that sex is very important to a marriage. Very, Very important! And I do believe that we have all falling victim to the routine of sex. I try to spice it up for couples and guess what.........it works! I get feedback from my customers and I have never heard anything negative. Even the most sceptical ones. So, yes.....I sell sex toys among other stuff and it is not evil.....it is helpful!!!
I'm really not bothered by this person, I was more worried that others felt this way about me too. I really love my new bloggy friends and I don't want you to think that I am all of the names above. I really am a fun, adverterous girl. I am wild, I am crazy, but I am a Christian, I am married and I am a good mom and a good friend! I teach my Diva to laugh through her tears and I think this is a very important life lesson!
Thanks for being so supportive of me! I love you all!